92. Daydreaming about me

r cheering, I began to worry.Li Lin gasped behind holding the collar of his school uniform: "I think I'm dying. I feel like I'm suffocating in the last five days of class. Five days is the most intens...Lin Zhi still remembers that Lin Yu was particularly cold in the year when he was born. At the end of October, the temperature dropped suddenly after a rain. That day, when Meng Weiguo was away on a business trip, Lin Zhi was at home alone, and the pain suddenly came.

when giving birth, there were only servants around. After more than ten hours, the little girl was born and crumpled. The doctor said she was already very beautiful in the newborn. Lin Zhi felt that she was not very good-looking, like a radish head.

at that time, she also thought about what the little turnip would look like when he grew up, whether he would be more like his father or his mother, and whether he would like his father or his mother more. She would follow her in a beautiful skirt and call her mother mildly.

Meng Weiguo was busy at work and didn't come back until a week later. At that time, Lin Zhi didn't care. She loved him so wholeheartedly that she could understand and accept everything that could contain him.

at that time she still believed in love.

she gave all her innocence and sincerity in the best years to one person without reservation, in return for that person's deception and betrayal. Meng Weiguo had numerous beauties and remained unchanged after marriage, and she chose her just because she could struggle for a few years less.

her favored son, with a rich family and excellent appearance and ability, her pursuers lined up to have whatever they wanted and lived a smooth life. She thought that she had met the right man in college, and then married love, and she lived a safe and happy life.

as a result, a hot heart was trampled underfoot, with dignity and pride, not enough. More than ten years of mutual torture and suffering was like a quenched knife, piercing her last extravagant desire across the board.

she was so proud all her life that she could not accept that she had lost so badly, and that everything related to Meng Weiguo was unacceptable to her and could not let go.

when I see her, I think of him.

she doesn't know how to deal with Lin Yu's surprise.

of course children are innocent, but their thoughts can never be controlled rationally.

Lin Zhi doesn't know how to accept that part of her body, which belongs to Meng Weiguo's genes and blood. Even though this is her child, she even remembers the small footprints she kicked out of her stomach for the first time. She cried for the first time when she was born.

but she is also the simplest and most direct witness. Lin Yu's existence reminds her again and again of those who have failed, those who are dilapidated, and those who are dripping with blood.

her most secret embarrassment, the failure she has never had.

every minute is torture.

on the day she decided to have a hysterectomy, the doctor advised her that her illness was not serious and it was discovered early. in fact, she could have removed only part of the tumor without having to have a complete hysterectomy.

but Lin Zhi hardly hesitated. She doesn't need this. She will never have a second child with another man in her life. An unforgettable lesson is enough.

Lin Zhi can't say to Lin Yu that you should love boldly. You will surely meet someone who will always love you.

this is something she doesn't believe in her bones, and she can't say it. She can only rely on the little blood connection between them, trying to persuade Lin Yu to surprise her with what she understands from reality.

you are so desperate to give your heart that you will only get hurt in the end.

just like I was then.

you have to listen to me.

what I said must be right.

Lin Yu-Jing knows her character so well that she cuts open the most realistic and cruel things in love in front of her. She will certainly be shaken, because she does not believe that she is so much like her that she didn't even hang up on the phone. She is certain to win.

Lin Zhi felt the same way before he heard Lin Yu say those words, but at this moment, Lin Zhi was suddenly at a loss.

it is as if the stacked building block in her heart has been removed from the bottom, something she has always insisted on, believing that something is crumbling for more than a decade.

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she wanted to help, to stop, to put the building block back in, but suddenly she found that she had no way to start.

Lin Yu recalled that the last time she cried was to find Shen tired. In early September, it was only five months since she put her fingers together.

she has always felt that her eye sockets are as deep as an abyss, and now it seems that she has a wrong understanding of herself.

since she met Shen Yu, she has become more and more hypocritical.

Lin Yu pressed her fingertips into the corner of her eye and forced the astringency in her eye sockets. At least in front of Lin Zhi, she could not be so vulnerable.

Lin Zhi never said a word. The servant stood at the kitchen door looking at this and that, not daring to say a word.

Lin Yu was surprised and didn't want to speak. She turned upstairs, went into the room and sat on the bed. She was in a daze for a long time. Only then did she realize that she should call Shen Yu and tell him that she had arrived.

she pulled out her mobile phone and thought for a moment, fearing that something was wrong with her voice and emotions, so she posted a Wechat message instead.

Shen replied quickly: send a location.

Lin Yu sent him a message casually.

Shen didn't come back. Now he probably went back to training. Lin Yu put down his cell phone and lay on the bed, blinked at the ceiling, and suddenly sighed.

what if Lin Zhi completely becomes popular and breaks off relations with her and prevents her from inheriting the family property

it is not tired but she who is poor by then.

she has to hold her boyfriend's thigh for a living.

Lin Zhi has such a temper that Lin Yu is more and more likely to think about it. He has rehearsed a 30,000-word script in his mind. Either you break up, or you can change your last name later. You won't want a penny of the Lin family's money.

Lin Yu sprawled on the pillow with half-drooping eyelids, thinking vaguely before falling asleep, feeling that his sacrifice was too great.

for the sake of a mere man, he unexpectedly gave up his wealth-

Lin Yu woke up five hours later, it was dark thoroughly, and the moonlight floated vaguely outside the landing window.

she woke up hungry.

I only ate a little meal on the plane during the day. When I came back, I quarreled with Lin Zhi and went upstairs to sleep. By now, my stomach was already empty and clean.

Lin Yu sat up and relaxed for a while. She slept too long during the day and suddenly felt a little confused when she sat up. She yawned, raised her hand, wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, got up, got out of bed, washed her face, opened the room door and went downstairs to find something to eat.

passing by the study on the second floor, the door was hidden, and the bright light was cast along the crack on the dark carpet in the corridor, in which there was a faint voice.

Lin Yu was so shocked that he almost thought he was hearing voices.

she approached and actually heard the voices of the people inside.

"I have a bad temper, and I don't respect the old and love the young. I respect you because you are my girlfriend's blood mother. I thank you for giving her life, and thank you for giving her up and letting her go to the city, that's all." I don't know what you can't help but suffer, and I don't care how much salt you've seen men have eaten than I have traveled. That's your own business, and no kind of experience can be a reason to hurt others. "

Lin Yu leaned against the door, but he still didn't respond.

when Shen said this, it was not tight or slow. It was a little stuffy through the door, and his voice was deeper than usual. He said quietly, "you don't care about your daughter. You can say whatever you want. You can say whatever you want to stimulate her. I can't. I can't even hear it."h that all her conscious consciousness had to be used to cope with his attack.until he scratched the tip of his tongue across the sensitive upper gums, sucking the root of his tongue numb, Lin Yu burs...